Chapter 12: I Don’t Know Where To Go From Here
Parenting is a tricky thing; one must always know how to care for and protect their offspring and the care and protection must always be in the right quantity. However, in between their daughter’s grief and the words of the shaman echoing in their heads Leah and Malcoy are at a loss of what to do. They arrived home three days ago having to leave the Aegaeon territory immediately they got the news of Gerald’s death because Celeste came really close to exposing herself as her screams in grief shook the very foundation of the palace. Leah and Malcoy couldn’t deny it any longer but she had just been separated from her first love, hadn’t left her room since they returned and also wasn’t eating. How could they bring themselves to tell her she had to be separated from her family also?
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“I feel bad for you, kinda” I say, Gerald raises an eyebrow “pray tell, why?” he says “well” I continue “you could have fallen in love with any other person in the world but you chose a she-wolf with three overprotective brothers” he walks up to me and hugs me from behind “you’re forgetting Mr and Mrs Eques” he whispers in my ear. I giggle then turn around to face him, Gerald plants a kiss on my forehead “I wouldn’t have it any other way” he says.
I open my eyes and I am back in my room. In my bed, my lunch tray is untouched and tears begin to fill in my eyes again. It’s been six days since the incidence at Aegaeon pack’s territory, I have screamed, I have broken things and now I just stare at my ceiling wishing it would cave in and bury me, I’m numb. I have been living inside my memories, mostly my memories with Gerald, I don’t know what hurts more; knowing that he was torn apart limb from limb or knowing that I maybe could have stopped it. I had heard Greg tell Anthony they couldn’t even find his entire body. I don’t know if it’s possible to move on from here.
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“If what you’re saying is true, you have to find that girl” Alpha Zander says to his son; Nereus. “Eques isn’t just going to let me walk into his territory and take away the most valuable werewolf asset ever” Nereus responds “don’t talk about her like that Nereus, she is not a thing. She is a person this family is sworn to protect” Zander scolds his son and Nereus Apologizes. There is a long pause then finally Zander asks “you’re certain it glowed?” Nereus nods “and you’re certain she had the bracelet on?” Nereus sighed “it really looked like it”. “You can’t make a decision based on it looked like it son, you have to be sure” Nereus sits and looks at his father “so what do you suggest I do?” he asks, Zander grabs a glass and pours some wine in it then he responds to his son “send someone we trust to make sure it is really her”.
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I can hear my parents arguing again, they have been going at it for days and it is something about sending me off to some mysterious place to protect me. They’ve tried to avoid me hearing them but they are doing a really terrible job, I sit up from my bed and for the first time since we got home I leave my room. There is silence as I make my way down to the living room; Anthony is with my parents and they are all looking at me like I am going to break any second. I sit on one of the kitchen stools and pop a grape into my mouth “what’s going on?” I ask.
There’s a long pause then finally my mother speaks up “sweetheart, your father and I, we saw someone and-” she pauses and looks at my father who nods for her to go on, “we think you might be an aetherius”. I look at Anthony almost like I am silently asking “did I just hear what I just heard?” I chuckle a little “I’m sorry what?” I ask. “It’s a lot to take in, we know” my father says, I let out another dry laughter and shake my head “we are still struggling with it ourselves” he adds “you think that I might be a mythical creature with the ability to channel the powers of the moon goddess” I respond “If the aetherius legend is even true, the last one died like a thousand years ago” I continue “actually like 500 years ago and she supposedly had time powers” Anthony chimes in, I look at him in shock; he believes this too?
My parents go on to tell me that there are so many things they haven’t been able to explain
“Honey your dreams and your sleepwalking” my mother says
“You said it was a normal werewolf symptom for the full moon ceremony” I respond “well, you’ve had the dreams since you were a child” Anthony adds
“Your crescent moon scar” my dad points out
“That happened after I bumped my head sleepwalking” I respond “no it didn’t, it disappears and reappears on a different part of your body” my mother says “that’s ridiculous” I respond and Anthony immediately hands me a mirror, I check my head and the scar is gone. I am still struggling with that information while my mother recounts a few other things, she mentions the incidents at the palace, the day Plankton exploded and how she had found me asleep outside with a wolf cub when I was four years old.
“You know when you lie, you rub your thumb in the middle of your palm?” my dad finally says as he takes my hand and places it in his, I nod in response to his question already knowing where he is going with it. “When Alyssa asked about the blast at the palace the day the rogues attacked, you lied” he adds and I feel tears in my eyes again “please don’t send me away” I say to my parents as I begin to sob. After I calm down, my parents and Anthony explain how important it is that nobody finds out about me and in order for me to have a full understanding of what is going on, I have to go to the moon shaman. I have to be with her until at least after my full moon ceremony. There are more tears and finally I get up and head into my room to pack a bag; I leave in the morning.
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Calix hurries into the cave, he takes out from his pocket a shard of the theca that Athanasios had broken earlier which his right hand had retrieved for him. He looks down at his clothes still covered in Niovi’s blood and lets out a wail. then he calls out and a young boy walks up to him “you have to find the child” Calix says to the boy “this will help” he points to the theca, and when you find her you will be able to resurrect me. do you understand boy?” the boy nods and Calix presses the shard into his heart.